adore my fam+friends! computer graphic art, web design, PINK!, nursing, helping ppl, downeast/midcoast Maine!!! jaded when it comes to love, destined to be alone 4ever & cant wait to move up to Maine & finish school there, work @ either Belfast Hospital or EMMC in bangor, buy a fixer-upper old victorian in a small town where everybody knows me & luvs me juss cuz im me, & live out my days by the sea, fog, mist, clouds, snow & beautiful summers :-)

heres mah current weight ticker

waiflicious!, AA, Aeropostale, all my PINK comfy cozy blankets & pillows, American Eagle, Angelina Jolie, angels, antiques, Arizona Green Tea, Austria, autumn, Baby Phat, ballet, Bass Rock-Conway Lake-Conway NH, Beal's Island Maine, beauty, Bebe, bed-zZzZz, being available to loved ones, being in love, being loved, being single, being strong, being thin, bi, big sunglasses, black nail polish-on my toes, blonde, blown glass, bmi, boating, Bohdi Trees, body image, booty shorts, Boston Terriers, brushing my hair, buying clothes, canoeing, Cape Cod, caring, carrot cake, cel phones, ♥Chad♥, changing my name every week, charm bracelets, chest bones, Chevelle SS - 1968, Chihuahuas, chocolate, church, Claire's, Claire de Lune, clothes, cloudy days, coastal Maine, coffee, college, color, combat boots, community, computer graphic art, converse hightops, contact lenses, Conway Lake-Conway NH, cosmetics, crystal, cuddling, dad's ashtrays, Dana painting my walls PINK, daughters, day-dreaming, Delia's, determination, Deviantart, discipline, doggies, downeast Maine, energy, escapism, Express, eyelash eXtensions, eyelash tinting, fabrics, faeries, faith, family, fall foliage, fashion, feeling safe, fireworks, flawlessness, flowers, folding clean laundry, fonts, freedom, freewebs, friends, friendster, fuzzy socks, gamine, gemma ward, gems, getting better/healthier, gifts, gilded radiators, giving, glam, glitter, glitz, goals, God, goddesses, Gordeeva & Grinkov, graduation, gurls, hair cuts, hair eXtensions, Halloween, Hampton Beach, happiness, haute-hot couture, having Margaret highlight my hair, healing, health, heirlooms, helping, HGtv, Himalayas, Hollister, home sweet home!, homework, honesty, hope, hot gurls, hugs, humble, ice-skating, ideal, improving, in Love, inspiration, internet, jewelry, jewels, Juicy Couture, kate moss, kisses, kitties, knowledge, lakes, lavender candles, learning, leaves, letting go, lipstick, listening, livejournal, living, lobstermen from Maine, long hair, losing weight, Lotus flowers, L.O.V.E, loving, Luis Royo's art, lying in bed-being lazy, magnolia candles, Maine, Maine Coon Cats, makeup, Marlboro 100s, Marlboro-Mass, marriage-(haven't been there yet), Matterhorn-my favie mountain in the world!, memories, mid-coast Maine, mindviz, mist, mobile homes, mood lighting, moonlight, mountains, music, movies, my "binkie"- (a 15 yr old holey sweatshirt), ♥my dad♥, my glorious laptop, my PINK haven room, my2myspaces, my websites, nice guys, Neuschwanstein Castle- Bavaria, Nutcracker Suite, Olympics-(ice-skating & gymnastics), online shopping, Papillions, peppermint tea, perfume bottles, pets, Phat Farm, Pierce Hall-Harvard University, piercing, pictures, PINK!, pink digital cameras, pink hair, pixie, pizza, "Pops goes the 4th"-on the esplanade-July 4th, presents, prettiness, pretty in PINK, princess, Pugs, puppies, purity, Queen Anne Victorian houses, rain, Rave, reaching goals, recovery, ribbons, rosarys, running, Salem, sailing, satin, satin jeweled pillows, scarves, scene gurls, scene queens, scent of magnolia, sea-shells, self-acceptance, self improvement, self-love, self respect, ♥Serena♥, sewing, sexy, shabby chic, shade, ♥Shaina♥, ♥Shianne♥, shimmer, shoes, shopping for clothes, showers, silver, singing, sisters, skeleton keys, skiing, sleeping, smokin a butt, snow, snowflakes, snowstorms, snuggling, sobriety, softness, sons, soul, South African accents, sparklies, spirituality, stability, starlight, staying home, strength, style, success, suicide gurls, sunsets, sunshine, sunrise, supermodels, super-soft microfiber, support, sweet & shy guys, sweetness, swimming, Swarovski crystal, Switzerland, talking on the phone, tattooing, tea, teenagers, textiles, thongs, tiaras, Tiffany's charm bracelets, tjmaxx, The Alps, the ocean, the smell of weed, ♥Trace♥, trailers, trees, tv, typing-for 32 years, unusual & unique baby names, uniqueness, vacations, Valentine's Day, Victoria Frances goth angel art, Victoria Secret, Voluminous mascara, waif, walking, warm fires in the fireplace, watching my hair get longer-finally, waves, web designing, weddings, willow trees, wind, winning, winter, xanga, ♥Xylieh♥, yoga, Yorkshire Terriors, youtube, Zoli

rock

Stephen King's "Storm of the Century"-its all about DOWNEAST MAINE baby!, My Sergei, Anna & The King, The Missing, Joy Luck Club, Dances With Wolves, Legends of the Fall, Sound of Music, It's a Wonderful Life, Purple Rain, Titanic, Elektra, Dirty Dancing, A Walk to Remember, The Rock, Face Off, Silence of the Lambs, Wedding Singer, Jerry Maguire, Wayne's World, Uptown Gurls, MIB II~i want my own agent Frank, Pretty Woman, Mask - w/Cher, Phenomenon, Kill Bill 2, a Time to Kill, What Lies Beneath, Mona Lisa Smile, Erin Brokovich, The Patriot, Save the Last Dance, Beverly Hills Cop 1 & 2, Mom at 16, In the Line of Fire

Army Wives, House MD, The Closer, Katie & Peter, Law & Order: SVU, LA Ink, Crossing Jordan, Strong Medicine, Cold Case, Without a Trace, Men in Trees, Keeping up with the Kardashians, Girls Next Door, Nip/Tuck, Rescue Me, Flip This House-w/Richard & Ginger, HGTV - any damn show on HGtv! Little House on the Prairie, Law & Order: CI - love Vincent D'Onofrio!, the Real Housewives of OC, Law & Order regular - love Fred Dalton Thompson!, the Medium, .::no longer on:.The Practice, China Beach, Soldier of Fortune, Alias::.

♥Flowers in the Attic-V.C. Andrews, ♥The Debutantes-June Flaum Singer, ♥The Other Side of Midnight-Sidney Sheldon, ♥Remembrance-Danielle Steele